Ever Wonder In The Back of Your Mind?

[Dixie]

Every once in a great while I get these doubts in which I feel like maybe my church is 'right' about my sexuality in which this is something I need to sort out and a battle I must face. They believe that this is from societal pressures and from low self-esteem. I'm not sure. Some days I look back on my failed marriage and I wonder maybe I've 'turned gay' because I've lost hope in the opposite sex, and the fact that my marriage was an abusive one at that.

But then I think further back and I realize I had affections for the same-sex even before I got married. I just never fully recognized them.

But everyday I am reminded that no matter what my God loves me, gay or not.

[Sozo]

But everyday I am reminded that no matter what my God loves me, gay or not.

Amen, and that is what matters.